My art play heals me.

My art play heals me.
Ha! You have to be DOING art play for it to heal you.

My art play heals me.
Hey, don't be so hard on her. She's not been feeling well.

My art play heals me.
It does but only if you DO it.

My art play heals me.
You need to sit at your art table more.

My art play heals me.
I wonder how we could play at the art table more.

My art play heals me.
Does it really? If you really believed that, wouldn't you be DOING it?

My art play heals me.
I am longing to play at the art table but I need your permission.

My art play heals me.
Please, please, let me play with the crayons and pretty papers again.

My art play heals me.
I don't know why you are being so stubborn about this.

My art play heals me.
Custer's last stand I guess. The final holdout, the last barrier to get through. Queen Puritanica is freezing us out.

My art play heals me.
I don't care about Queen P. Aren't we stronger than she is?

My art play heals me.
Queen P is probably afraid. We should show her some compassion.

My art play heals me.
What is that old biddy afraid of?

My art play heals me.
Of losing control probably. Of us frittering our time away on art instead of making money.

My art play heals me.
Hey, idiots. I am here, you know. No need to talk about me behind my back.

My art play heals me.
Ok, we here you, Queen P. You know that you will still be the Queen, even if I can play more at the art table.

My art play heals me.
Ha!

My art play heals me.
You just want to get rid of me.

My art play heals me.
We want to get rid of your oppressive, stifling ways, not you specifically. We know that you have many gifts to give and lessons to teach us about Queendom and authority and power. The good power, not the destructive power.

My art play heals me.
Hey, this writing play is healing us too!

My art play heals me.
Time to go upstairs right now and do a page in the art journal.

My art play heals me.
Ok! I am going right now.

I am loving and kind to myself.

I am loving and kind to myself.
Oh no, not this again.

I am loving and kind to myself.
You are too tired these days to really be able to do this.

I am loving and kind to myself.
And on the "good" days you are too busy to do this.

I am loving and kind to myself.
All you can do it being loving and kind to yourself RIGHT NOW.

I am loving and kind to myself.
How do you do this?

I am loving and kind to myself.
A loving thing right now would be to get a drink of water because I am thirsty.

I am loving and kind to myself.
Then stop rushing around and slow down and enjoy yourself!

I am loving and kind to myself.
You didn't grow up with good role models for this.

I am loving and kind to myself.
Sometimes yes, sometimes no.

I am loving and kind to myself.
But I WANT to be more this way.

I am loving and kind to myself.
I feel good when I am loving to myself.

I am loving and kind to myself.
I can only try.

I am loving and kind to myself.
Because I am worth it.

I am loving and kind to myself.
Because I am unique and centered and very special.

I am loving and kind to myself.
I am learning how to act on what I believe.

I am loving and kind to myself.

I am loving and kind to myself.
Not always.

I am loving and kind to myself.
You are harsh to yourself and you know it.

I am loving and kind to myself.
It's not in your blood to be this way.

I am loving and kind to myself.
Sometimes, maybe.

I am loving and kind to myself.
It's hard, too hard to do this consistently.

I am loving and kind to myself.
You are trying, dear one, we can see this.

I am loving and kind to myself.
This is a key to joy.

I am loving and kind to myself.
You could be way MORE loving and kind to yourself.

I am loving and kind to myself.
How about being loving and kinder to Jeff and his kids?

I am loving and kind to myself.
Yeah, self-forgiveness is a bitch.

I am loving and kind to myself.
It's hard work. Why is it so hard?

I am loving and kind to myself.
Again, it's all about Intention.

I am loving and kind to myself.
I am trying to be loving and kinder to myself.

I AM loving and kind to myself.
Never 100%.

I am loving and kind to myself.
It's a chore.

I am loving and kind to myself.
I can't remember to do this all the time!

I am loving and kind to myself.
I am loving and kind to myself.

I am loving and kind to myself.
Sometimes you are.

I am loving and kind to myself.
But don't be unloving and unkind to yourself when you aren't loving and kind to yourself. That kindof defeats the purpose.

I am loving and kind to myself.
It's a journey and a process and you are on the journey.

I laugh and play. I have a smile in my heart.

I laugh and play. I have a smile in my heart.
That is so NOT YOU.

I laugh and play. I have a smile in my heart.
HA. HA. HA.

I laugh and play. I have a smile in my heart.
You are too tired to laugh and play.

I laugh and play. I have a smile in my heart.
I am smiling at this right now!

I laugh and play. I have a smile in my heart.
No. You are too serious all the time.

I laugh and play. I have a smile in my heart.
There is something wrong with you because this is NOT true.

I laugh and play. I have a smile in my heart.
No. Uh-uh. You are a stick in the mud.

I laugh and play. I have a smile in my heart.
Hey, cut her some slack. She is going through CHEMO.

I laugh and play. I have a smile in my heart.
She can still laugh and smile in her heart.

I laugh and play. I have a smile in my heart.
I'm afraid of being too lighthearted and happy. It might not last.

I laugh and play. I have a smile in my heart.
Nothing lasts, dear one. That's the beauty of it all.

I laugh and play. I have a smile in my heart.
There are other ways of playing you know. Hey, you played at your art table this morning with the ornaments and beads and flowers and charms!

I laugh and play. I have a smile in my heart.
This is an intentional thing, dear one. It goes along with the intention of joy.

I laugh and play. I have a smile in my heart.
You are bright and full of joy.

I am joyful.

I am joyful.
No you're not, you're mad that you have to go to ANOTHER chemo today.

I am joyful.
No you're NOT.

I am joyful.
Full of joy? Right now? NOT!

I am joyful.
Then why aren't you singing and dancing?

I am joyful.
She can be full of joy and not running around singing and dancing!

I am joyful.
What is it that is bringing you joy today, dear one?

I am joyful.
I am full of joy and it flows in me deep like the undercurrents of a strong river.

I am joyful.
It doesn't have to do with outer appearances, only on inner workings of heart and soul.

I am joyful.
Hold this thought in your mind all day as you drive to chemo and sit in the chair and after as you rest at home. This is the deepest truth. You are made for joy!

I am joyful.
I am joyful.

I am joyful.
If you are redefining joy, then we can look at this I guess.

I am joyful.
It's a matter of perspective.

I am joyful.
You can be unhappy and even angry and still have a deep vein of joy flowing through you.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.

I am allowed to pay attention to my inner artist.
But not for hours at a time.

I am allowed to pay attention to my inner artist.
Not when there are more important things to be doing, which is always.

I am allowed to pay attention to my inner artist.
Ha! That's a good one!

I am allowed to pay attention to my inner artist.
Pay attention to her but don't let her dictate what you are doing.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
Oh good grief, not this again.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
She is too needy.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
NO! That takes up too much time.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
Too frivolous. You've got too much other important things to be doing.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
No, she isn't important enough.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
I want to paint!

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
I hate being put at the end of the lists.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
Give me a break.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
I don't THINK so.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
I want to make COLLAGES.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
Good things comes from nurturing.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
Nurture means to help grow.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
Not at the expense of the rest of us.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
Heaven help us all.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
We've locked her in the dungeon and you don't have the key.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
I know how to get her out.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
She's not going anywhere.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
She's too dreamy and bright eyed. I despise her.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
At what cost?????

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
The cost is going to be if we DON'T Nurture our inner artist.

I am allowed to nurture my inner artist.
Please, let me out of here!

I choose to be joyful.

I choose to be joyful.
I choose to be joyful.
I choose to be joyful.
That's right, it is a choice. It is always a choice.

I choose to be joyful.
That's a laugh and a half.

I choose to be joyful.
I'd say you are choosing to be crabby.

I choose to be joyful.
Not most of the time.

I choose to be joyful.
You don't know HOW.

I choose to be joyful.
Well, we can LEARN how.

I choose to be joyful.
It's not easy you know, to change this way of thinking.

I choose to be joyful.
That's hard to do when you are feeling ill.

I choose to be joyful.
It's a practice, you know, and it will take time. This is just a beginning.

I choose to be joyful.
You can say that all you want but I don't think you can DO it.

I choose to be joyful.
What does that MEAN anyway?

I choose to be joyful.
Give me a freakin' break. You can say it all you want but it doesn't make it so.

I choose to be joyful.
You can be more joyful by coming back to the present more often.

I choose to be joyful.
It's an art, see? A way of living, and you are intending it, and that is the way to make it happen.

I choose to be joyful.
I don't think I have enough energy to choose this every time.

I choose to be joyful.
Go ahead and try.

I choose to be joyful.
It is a choice and you need to be gentle with yourself.

Everything I need is being provided to me.

Everything I need is being provided to me.
Maybe right now, today, but you can't predict if you will have enough money to pay for all these supplements next week or next month.

Everything I need is being provided to me.
I cannot argue with that.

Everything I need is being provided to me.
I can argue with that. Bullshit. We need a trip to Kripalu and I don't see THAT materializing.

Everything I need is being provided to me.
I also don't see fast influx in our PayPal account to pay these extra bills.

Everything I need is being provided to me.
And what about Raj? How are you going to provide for HIM this winter?

Everything I need is being provided to me.
Hint: You have to ASK for what you need.

Everything I need is being provided to me.
Are you sure?

Everything I need is being provided to me.
Just look back at the last many years. Everything has ALWAYS been provided to her, exactly what she needed. She is in the right place and doing her soul work. That is all she needs to be doing for the provisions to be coming.

Everything I need is being provided to me.
But I want MORE!

Everything I need is being provided to me.
Right-o. We don't have ENOUGH.

Everything I need is being provided to me.
At all times and in all ways.

Everything I need is being provided to me.
It's a fact.

I am slowing down my life to be more mindful.

I am slowing down my life to be mindful.
Well, this is just a phase.

I am slowing down my life to be mindful.
Don't bother, it's not going to last.

I am slowing down my life to be mindful.
I bet she stops doing it in two days or less.

I am slowing down my life to be mindful.
It's HARD to remember to do this.

I am slowing down my life to be mindful.
You can't keep up this practice.

I am slowing down my life to be mindful.
And it feels so good when we do it!

I am slowing down my life to be mindful.
That's ok for now, when she is in treatment, but when life gets back to normal, she will forget all about it.

I am slowing down my life to be mindful.
She is trying, but it will never be a perfect practice.

I am slowing down my life to be more mindful.
It's a practice, it's not supposed to be perfect, that is the whole point!

I am slowing down my life to be more mindful.
You just keep on with this dear one, you are on the right track.

I am slowing down my life to be more mindful.
Yes you are and it is working!

My art work heals me.

My art work heals me.
Ha! You are beyond that kind of healing.

My art work heals me.
What the f**k does that mean anyway?

My art work heals me.
It cannot be that simple.

My art work heals me.
It IS NOT that simple.

My art work heals me.
How on earth can this be so?

My art work heals me.
It does not. You need doctors for healing.

My art work heals me.
Not by itself, it doesn't.

My art work heals me.
Give me a break.

My art work heals me.
Maybe if you actually LET yourself DO some art work....

My art work heals me.
From the inside out and the outside in, yes.

My art work heals me.
These things take time. And YOU have to commit to the making of art first.

My art work heals me.
I am so skeptical of statements like this.

My art work heals me.
I wish you would do some more art so we can prove you right about this.

My art work heals me.
Give yourself some time and space, dear one.

My art work heals me.
It does, if you allow it to.

I express myself freely with my art.

I express myself freely with my art.
Like, SINCE WHEN?

I express myself freely with my art.
No you don't.

I express myself freely with my art.
This is not true and has not been true for a looooooong time.

I express myself freely with my art.
You are too afraid.

I express myself freely with my art.
There is ZERO freedom in your art right now.

I express myself freely with my art.
I don't know how this can ever be true.

I express myself freely with my art.
You have to sit at your art table and get out the markers to do this.

I express myself freely with my art.
What are you so afraid of?

I express myself freely with my art.
You are doing art at all, much less expressing yourself freely with it.

I express myself freely with my art.
Big guffaws on this end, love.

I express myself freely with my art.
You like buying the materials and reading the books and thinking about it but you don't actually DO anything.

I express myself freely with my art.
It's been a long time.

I express myself freely with my art.
She can dream, can't she?

I express myself freely with my art.
It takes up too much physical energy.

I express myself freely with my art.
I would LOVE for this to be true again, to find solace in the art journal again.

I express myself freely with my art.
You need to START SMALL, that's all.

I express myself freely with my art.
What one small thing can you do today to express yourself with paint or collage or color?

I express myself freely with my art.
This intention is aggravating but we are getting the point.

I express myself freely with my art.
Just begin, dear one!

I am willing to let myself create art every day.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
Then why haven't you created any yet today?????????????

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
Hey, give her some peace and space. The day is not over yet.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
This is too much pressure on me.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
Too many choices, too many projects, don't know where to start.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
Too tired.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
Not EVERY day, honey. It's ok to skip today.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
It would be fun to play at the art table again.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
It's a grand adventure!

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
Why do you need to make such a big deal out of this? JUST DO IT!

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
Every day sounds like overload.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
If it gives you pleasure, you should be doing it.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
Not only pleasure, it is KEY to her healing.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
Oh, all right. Go ahead and try it. I won't stop you.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
But I don't know where to begin.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
Just pick something small, like the ornaments. Those have to be done anyway.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
But the ornaments are for profit, not for pleasure.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
No reason why it cannot be BOTH.

I Am Willing to Let Myself Create Art Every Day

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
NO. WE DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR THIS.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
NO. NO. NO.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
That's silly, EVERY day. How about once a week?

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
Every day is ridiculous. You have a business to run.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
Never gonna agree to this.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
Loosen up, will you, she is trying to do something that gives her pleasure.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
No. Every day is too much. She has to keep her business going.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
It doesn't have to be for hours at a time, just a little something, every day.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
Huh. I think it's just a waste of time.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
It's not going to take time away from the business?

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
It's just for the pure sheer fun and joy of it.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
What if we start small?

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
Even 10 minutes at a time?

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
Too many choices. Where to begin?

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
I might let up a little, but only if you promise that the business won't suffer.

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
If you love to do this, you should be doing this!

I am willing to let myself create art every day.
Let's start right now!

There Is Plenty of Time to Make Art

There is plenty of time to make art.
NO there is not. You have too much to do.

There is plenty of time to make art.
No. You are too busy.

There is plenty of time to make art.
I don't THINK so.

There is plenty of time to make art.
You can't make more time just by saying it.

There is plenty of time to make art.
Not in your little life, there isn't.

There is plenty of time to make art.
I don't believe that.

There is plenty of time to make art.
I will never believe this.

There is plenty of time to make art.
Maybe in someone else's life. You have to worry about making money first.

There is plenty of time to make art.
Not unless you are planning to SELL it.

There is plenty of time to make art.
You've got to be kidding.

There is plenty of time to make art.
If you didn't watch tv so much there might be.

There is plenty of time to make art.
Hey, she's tired from all the chemo, leave her alone.

There is plenty of time to make art.
Time is an illusion, don't you know that?

There is plenty of time to make art.
Well, maybe a little time, but not PLENTY of it.

There is plenty of time to make art.
I think we have to focus on getting our WORK done first.

There is plenty of time to make art.
It's too frivolous.

There is plenty of time to make art.
In your dreams maybe.

There is plenty of time to make art.
Not for someone who has lots of bills to pay.

There is plenty of time to make art.
Hey, maybe she needs to make art for the pleasure of it.

There is plenty of time to make art.
Pleasure is all well and good, but not too much of it, hear?

There is plenty of time to make art.
I don't mind her making art but she has to do the regular WORK first.

There is plenty of time to make art.
I'm too tired to sit at the art table in the afternoon. I have to do it in the morning, at least now, while we're going thru chemo.

There is plenty of time to make art.
I don't think I will ever believe that.

There is plenty of time to make art.
You can talk til you're blue in the face, but I'm not going to ever "get" this idea.

There is plenty of time to make art.
Time is precious and you need to grow your business and relax.

There is plenty of time to make art.
Art relaxes me.

There is plenty of time to make art.
Well maybe if you were a GOOD artist, that would be true and you could give yourself more time to make art.

There is plenty of time to make art.
I want to paint.

There is plenty of time to make art.
I want to alter a book about being an artist.

There is plenty of time to make art.
You aren't an ARTIST.

There is plenty of time to make art.
I want to play at my art table and screw the to-do list.

I Am Stronger Than I Have Ever Been Before

I am stronger than I have ever been before.
OMG...are you SERIOUS???

I am stronger than I have ever been before.
No you're not, you're weak from the chemo.

I am stronger than I have ever been before.
We don't FEEL very strong right now.

I am stronger than I have ever been before.
For cripes sakes, you can't even summon the energy to take a damned walk.

I am stronger than I have ever been before.
Not true. You were much stronger before all of this cancer crap happened.

I am stronger than I have ever been before.
You are weak, girlfriend, just admit it.

I am stronger than I have ever been before.
No.

I am stronger than I have ever been before.
There are other kinds of strength besides physical body strength.

I am stronger than I have ever been before.
Well, I'll give you that.

I am stronger than I have ever been before.
Strength is both inner and outer and we are pretty damned strong, I must say! Look at what we've been through, look at what we've survived!

I am stronger than I have ever been before.
Yes!

I am stronger than I have ever been before.
And even if you don't feel strong right now, you will feel stronger and stronger as the days and weeks go by.

Day 3- I Am Enough. I Do Enough. I Have Enough.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
Then why are you continually thinking of what to DO next?

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
But what others think really DOES matter.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
Not to look at your bank account, ha!

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
If you really believed that, would we be in this situation?

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
It's not that simple.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
I disagree... it IS that simple. Anne Marie is perfect exactly as she is, without any add-ons or more things to do.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
But what about the list of projects hanging on the wall?

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
She can still dream of putting her work into the world.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
But is she only going to DREAM it or is she going to DO it?

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
She can do both. It's just a matter of discernment. It's a matter of not getting carried away with the DO-ing.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
Yes. She can relax when she needs to, especially now.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
I don't think it will ever be enough. There is SO much that I want, want, want to have and to do and to be.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
Let's get to the bottom of this.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
You are encouraging yourself to relax and slow down and that is so good for you!

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
How would our life be different if we operated from this premise?

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.

Day 2- I Am Enough. I Do Enough. I Have Enough.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
Oh boy, not this again!

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
No, no. That is not true. There is always something more to do, to be, to have.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
You will never stop shopping, that's for sure.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
I don't THINK so!

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
One wouldn't know this to look at your purchasing history.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
Imagine what it would be like if we really LIVED from this belief!

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
Yes, we would get through life much more slowly and calmly.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
And we'd have more money for bigger things.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
You'll never live from this belief. The opposite is too ingrained in your head.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
But there is always something else.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
LOL.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
I don't believe this.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
I could believe this if I hear it enough.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
But if I believe this, there won't be any more to-do lists or exciting projects to begin.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
I think it is more about a way of life, believing enough is very rich.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
You can still be creative and have a flourishing business. It doesn't mean that you'll never DO anything again!

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
Just relax and let yourself BE. Stop worrying about what other people think about what you are doing or not doing. Eh?

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
Thank you! This feels good.

Day 1- I Am Enough. I Do Enough. I Have Enough.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
Ha!

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
Well, where do I begin to refute all of this nonsense?

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
I don't believe that.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
Never never never enough.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
But still you want more all the time.

I am enough. I do enough. I have enough.
Let's just focus on ONE of these biggies, eh?

I do enough.
I don't THINK so.

I do enough.
Not in this lifetime.

I do enough.
There is SO much still to do, how can you say it is enough???

I do enough.
If that is true, then your to-do lists are way too long!

I do enough.
Maybe she should stop doing and start BE-ing.

I do enough.
And sometimes you DO too much.

I do enough.
You underestimate your impact on the world.

I do enough.
You can stop DO-ing and start relaxing now.

I do enough.
I'll think about this some more.

I do enough.
You do plenty for others. You're just not aware of it.

I do enough.
People won't like you unless you keep DOING things to stay in their good graces.

I do enough.
People judge you by what you DO in this world.

I do enough.
It doesn't matter what other people think about the way she behaves in this world.

I do enough.
You do plenty.

I do enough.
It feels good to hear you keep saying this over and over.

I do enough.
Thank you! I feel a great release in this belief.

Everything I Need is Being Provided to Me

Everything I need is being provided to me.
Maybe some things, surely not everything.

Everything I need is being provided to me.
Sometimes, not always.

Everything I need is being provided to me.
What about what I need that I’m NOT getting?

Everything I need is being provided to me.
I need my cat Sasha back. That is NOT being provided to me.

Everything I need is being provided to me.
But don’t you have to ask for it first?

Everything I need is being provided to me.
I get what you mean, we are being taken care of.

Everything I need is being provided to me.
But you can’t say EVERYthing!

Everything I need is being provided to me.
I really get irritated when you keep repeating it.

Everything I need is being provided to me.
It’s not that simple.

Everything I need is being provided to me.
You have to have strong faith to believe this.

Everything I need is being provided to me.
Well, look back at the last few years, she is right!

Everything I need is being provided to me.
Yes, crap happens, LIFE happens, and there are some things we have no control over.
But Spirit provides what we DO need, every time.

Everything I need is being provided to me.
Hrrrmmmph! Further proof is warranted.

Everything I need is being provided to me.
One day at a time. Just believe.

Everything is Working for My Highest Good

Everything is working for my highest good.
Oh, bah. Chemo cannot possibly be for your HIGHEST GOOD.

Everything is working for my highest good.
Give me a break.

Everything is working for my highest good.
That can't possibly be true.

Everything is working for my highest good.
Not if you got raped and murdered.

Everything is working for my highest good.
You don't really believe that, do you?

Everything is working for my highest good.
Some things, maybe but not EVERYthing, not the crappy stuff.

Everything is working for my highest good.
I don't see how getting cancer again is for your highest GOOD.

Everything is working for my highest good.
You are living in a fairy tale.

Everything is working for my highest good.
I don't believe that.

Everything is working for my highest good.
What planet are you ON sista?

Everything is working for my highest good.
Maybe some things, but not the cancer, not the mastectomy, not the chemo.

Everything is working for my highest good.
This can't possibly be true, can it?

Everything is working for my highest good.
Even bad things? How can that be?

Everything is working for my highest good.
Let's wait and see. I'm still not convinced about EVERYthing.

I Am Entitled to Miracles

I am entitled to miracles.
Entitled? Ha! Who do you think YOU are???

I am entitled to miracles.
Why you and not everyone else???

I am entitled to miracles.
If you get a miracle then everyone should get one.

I am entitled to miracles.
What makes YOU so special?

I am entitled to miracles.
What do you mean by "miracle?"

I am entitled to miracles.
It will take a miracle to make you well, that's for sure.

I am entitled to miracles.
Everyone's going to die, so don't be asking not to die.

I am entitled to miracles.
Just give it a rest.

I am entitled to miracles.
Stop SAYING that.

I am entitled to miracles.
What kind of a miracle are you wanting?

I am entitled to miracles.
Every day you are alive is a miracle, how about that?

I am entitled to miracles.
Health and well being are miracles too and she doesn't have that right now, does she?

I am entitled to miracles.
She is entitled to rejoice in every little miracle that graces her life.

I am entitled to miracles.
Big or small, miracles are hers for the taking, hers for the noticing.

I am entitled to miracles.
Your life itself is a miracle.

I am entitled to miracles.
You just have to be open to receive them.

I am entitled to miracles.
Yes you are!

Healing Energy Fills My Body

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
Are you sure? Because you are not well.

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
It’s hard to trust that.

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
I hope we don’t have diarrhea again.

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
I wish I wasn’t sick this week.

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
I love myself, sick or not!

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
But what if it doesn’t stay there?

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
This is hard work, imagining wellness.

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
But the chemo is affecting the healing energy.

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
I have to ask for this.

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
It doesn’t’ just happen on its own.

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
But what if I am wrong?

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
Until you die and then what.

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
And then what???

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
What does it look like?

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
What does it FEEL like?

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
You can’t just WILL that to happen.

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
Says who?

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
If we just breathe more deeply, that will help.

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
And meditate. And slow down. And pray.

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
Try doing the guided imageries again.

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
Right now? Seriously?

Healing energy fills every cell of my body.
It’s a work in progress. We will try.

Joy is My Birthright

Joy is my birthright.
Well, that sounds good on paper but reality is different.

Joy is my birthright.
That is essentially true but not realistic.

Joy is my birthright.
How can you feel joy when there is so much crap going on in your life?

Joy is my birthright.
But there's too much sadness right now.

Joy is my birthright.
Look at all you've been through lately. How can you be joyful about that?

Joy is my birthright.
Stop saying that like you're ENTITLED or something.

Joy is my birthright.
But sometimes things get in the way of it.

Joy is my birthright.
Sure, honey, we'd all LIKE to be joyful 24/7 but that's impossible.

Joy is my birthright.
Not every day for cripes' sakes.

Joy is my birthright.
No, it's an extra, something above and beyond what everyone gets.

Joy is my birthright.
Well, how are you going to be joyful when you are sick and tired???????

Joy is my birthright.
It's not that easy.

Joy is my birthright.
Joy is a fun extra that life sometimes gives and sometimes takes away.

Joy is my birthright.
You are too full of silly ideas today.

Joy is my birthright.
Get real, woman!

Joy is my birthright.
It depends on how you define joy I guess.

Joy is my birthright.
Saying it doesn't make it a truth, sweetie.

Joy is my birthright.
So define joy for us, then.

Joy is my birthright.
Let's define joy differently then. Maybe we are thinking of joy as something that it's not.

Joy is my birthright.
Damned straight it is!

Joy is my birthright.
And you have to CREATE it, expect it, embrace it, not just wait for it.

Joy is my birthright.
Joy is my birthright.